Thursday, May 26, 2016

Week Nine - Amen

     Well, here we are at the end of two months. For me, it doesn't seem that long, to others, it may seem a lifetime! I'm posting this ahead because this Friday, I'm having a procedure done that will have me "out of it". I would appreciate if you would "Hold me in the light".

     So, what have we learned in all this? I remember a preacher once telling me the key to a good sermon was tell them what you're going to tell them, tell them, then tell them what you told them. This would be the latter part! While there is so much more, this is what we covered.

1. Discipline yourself to prayer.
2. We are given a model to pray by.
3. Pray for, not about, each other.
4. God heals the broken hearted.
5. Forgive others, period.
6. Pray to God not as we think, but as He knows Himself to be.
7. Be Still and Wait - Silence is golden.
8. The Holy Spirit prays for and through us.

     Whew! Prayer seems so...well...complicated. But it's really not. Prayer is, at it's most fundamental, bringing yourself into the presence of God. Removing the barriers that we, not God, put up. Basking in His presence. Communicating. Even though we don't feel worthy, God has made us worthy to come to Him through the blood of Jesus. He sees us, not through Rose Colored glasses, but through Christ's blood that covers us. How beautiful, and precious, and wonderful to be seen as we are, but accepted as what we shall be! Whether it be with beads, at an alter, with scripture, or with simply "Lord, Jesus Christ, have mercy on me, a sinner", come to Him and often.

     It isn't often I feel the urge to write, as I have these last two months. I do know when I feel that calling, I have no choice but to obey. I don't know if this has been for someone else, or if I needed this for myself. (full disclosure-I did) If this has helped you in anyway, let me know in the comments here or on Facebook. I'd love the feedback.

"The grace of the Lord Jesus Christ, and the love of God, and the fellowship of the Holy Spirit be with you all." 2 Corinthians 13:14

Amen.

Friday, May 20, 2016

Week Eight - Lines Please!

" And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues as the Spirit gave them utterance." Acts 2:4

"Likewise, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit Himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words."
Romans 8:26

" Teach me to pray. Pray thyself in me." Francois de la Mothe Fenelon (1651-1715)

     Sometimes when an actor is in rehearsal, he may totally blank out on his character's line. There is a person set up to help with that. The actor can call "Line, please", and the script person will give the next line. Not that I've ever had to, but I've heard. (cough, cough)
     
     Sometimes, we try to avoid prayer, simply because we don't know what to say. It can make for a pretty easy excuse, except that it assumes prayer is only one sided. Sometimes it is because we can't think of what to say, sometimes it is because our desire or hurt is so deep that mere words fail us. Sometimes the pain is as deep as the soul, and the only expression that fits is sounds of despair. I don't know anyone that hasn't at least once felt that inner turmoil.

     Enter the third person of the Trinity, His Royal Highness, the Holy Spirit. He knows our problems and needs even before we do. (Isaiah 65:24) His Spirit dwells within us. (Ephesians 3:16) His Spirit intercedes for us. (Romans 8:26) But this requires trust. A trust that God does know our problems. A trust that God does care. And a willingness to go to Him without preparation, or fine words, or anything at all except our whole selves; body, mind, soul, spirit. Anything less is holding back from Him the knowledge He already has, because He sees from the inside.

     God is looking for an open heart. He will even provide the words, when we have none. As the Psalmist said "A broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise." (Psalms 51:17)

The Psalm this week is Psalm 42. At first glance, it seems to be a psalm of longing, thirst, even despair, but in actuality, it is a psalm of hope. Pour yourself out to the Lord, and let His healing waters refresh you.

Friday, May 13, 2016

Week Seven - Shhhhhh!

"Be still and know that I Am God." Psalm 46:10

"The Lord will be your everlasting light, and your God will be your glory." Isaiah 60:20

"I am the light of the world. Whoever follows me will not walk in darkness, but will have the light of life."  John 8:12

     Since our move last year, I've been able to dabble a little in the Mills Family genealogy, thanks to the resources of the Clarksville-Montgomery County Public Library and their free link to ancestry.com. I've gotten back far enough to find John Mills, Sr., who sometime around 1708 came from persecution in England to the colonies. He was persecuted because he belonged to the Religious Society of Friends, aka Quakers. (My line to the Quakers ended with his son, William, who had the audacity to attend the wedding of his sister to a (gasp) non-Quaker. He was disowned by the Friends. Guess my rebellious roots run deep!)
    
     Quaker worship is unique in that, in more traditional services, the people gather in silence, sit and wait for God's word to come. They feel that true worship comes from connecting with God, seeing Him as He is, and in awe of who He is, we praise, celebrate and give ourselves to Him. Prayer follows a similar pate, seeking to commune with the inner light that God has placed in each of us. It is not unusual to ask that someone be "Held in the light". Imaging holding a person in need in God's loving presence. Literally, taking them to the throne of God. Such a beautiful concept.

     I'm going to break the pattern this week just a bit, because prayer is more than just speaking. Truthfully, speaking should be the smallest part of prayer. I want us to focus on listening, waiting on the still, small voice of God to come. And while waiting, to simply focus on basking in the warmth of God's light. While in this light, remember to also "Hold them in the light" all those that you have been praying for. Take them with you to God's throne. Don't just leave them behind.

     When I was going through a troubling time in college, a dear friend took me to God's throne, and shared a passage of scripture with me, Psalm 37: 3-7. It has lead me through many hills and valleys in my life. Trust, Delight, Commit, Be still and Wait. All of these require we give up control, and completely trust God. Pray through these verses this week, then be still, expecting, listening, adoring. He will answer.

Friday, May 6, 2016

Week Six - And You Are...?

"O Lord, our Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth." Psalm 8:1a

"He is omniscient, which means that He knows in one free and effortless act all matter, all spirit, all relationships, all events. He has no past and He has no future. He is, and none of the limiting and qualifying terms used of creatures can apply to Him." A. W. Tozer "The Pursuit of God"

"If he ever consciously directs his prayer 'Not to what I think thou art, but to what thou knowest thyself to be', our situation is, for the moment, desperate." Senior Tempter Screwtape in "The Screwtape Letters" by C. S. Lewis

     Two quotes from men of God, and then words from a character much less "godly"! Yet they remind me of the old joke "God made man in his own image, and man has been trying to return the favor ever since!"

     Sometimes we encounter problems in praying because of our perception of who God is. We either see Him in human terms, like ourselves, and project our flawed, limited selves on Him, or we see Him as so mighty, powerful and fearful, that He seems aloof and unreachable, uncaring.

     The truth is that both perceptions are incorrect. No matter how we consider God, His ways, His thoughts, His being is so far above and beyond our limited minds, that we can never know Him complete. But that doesn't mean He won't come "down" to our level, to communicate with us. Even better, have a true relationship with us. Let's not confuse, however His relating at our level, with the awesomeness of who He truly is. These misconceptions come from us, not Him.

     We use symbols, icons and sacraments to help us focus on "aspects" of God, but there is nothing that can encompass all that He is. We tend, as humans will, then to focus on the symbols and traditions rather than the one they point to. Then we not only are not looking at God, but we worship the thing rather than the creator. And a prayer to a thing is worthless. We don't want to loose these icons, because they WILL help us focus and learn. But we must pray to Him as who He is, and not to what we think Him to be. A relationship built on a false perception is false and cannot last, but one focused on He who is greater than our highest expectation, will never fail.

     Our psalm this week is Psalm 123. Pray this psalm to God "not as we think He is, but as He knows Himself to be." I think you'll find it quite revealing!


Friday, April 29, 2016

Week Five - Chasing A Rabbit

"Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight, so that you may be justified in your words, and blameless in your judgment." Psalm 51:4

     In going through the prayer Psalm this past week, this verse came out to me on Tuesday and said "Hey, look at me!" Usually when that happens, I find there is something I need to learn, so I decided to do what a pastor friend of mine once called "Chasing a Rabbit down a new trail."

     In John Wesley's notes on this verse, the first part speaks to the fact that while other's have been wronged (in this case both Uriah and Bathsheba), the sin to God was even greater. So much so that David says anything God says to him is deserved, and any judgment He gives, he earned it.

     This seemed like a good definition of the verse, and I agreed with it. But there was something more I was needing to learn, another layer to remove. As I kept looking at the verse, it occurred to me that if my sins were greater to God than to others, then others sins against me were also greater to God than to me. Said another way, when someone wrongs me, they sin more against God than against me. It then becomes my responsibility to forgive them of their sins against me, so that they can more directly deal with God. This is why that tricky part in the Lord's Prayer is there, "as we forgive those who trespass against us". By forgiving others, we have less clutter in coming to God, and we de-clutter others to do the same.

     It is also easier to forgive if we do not consider ourselves as the wronged party. Knowing God was hurt more, allows us a freedom to forgive the wrong done to us. Remember, "Love does not rejoice in wrong doing, but rejoices with the truth." (1 Corinthians 13:6)

     I don't claim this as easy. I don't even claim to do it well, or sometimes, at all. My face is the one I see in the mirror each day, and my ego the one that feels the arrows of wrong. But I think this perspective is important. Later in the same Psalm, David says "Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me". (Psalm 51:10) I think even David realized the difficulty, and craved God's help. Let us seek His help as well.

     The Psalm this week is Psalm 38. Pour out your heart before Him. Pour out your heart for those whom you have wronged. Pour out your heart for those who have wronged you. Then fill your heart with His Love, His healing, His Spirit.
    

Friday, April 22, 2016

Week Four - Guard Your Heart

"The spirit of the Lord God is upon me, because the Lord has anointed me to bring good news to the poor, he has sent me to bind up the broken hearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to those who are bound."
Isaiah 61:1

     Confession time. This has not been the best week for me to follow my own study. It seems that time has conspired against me, and I let my resolve weaken. No excuses, just truth. It is easy to let "things" get in the way of time with God. When we do, we become weak, tired, broken-hearted. That's why the verse above is so very important.

     Did you know that when Jesus first revealed himself, it was with this verse? At the beginning of His ministry, He was at His synagogue in Nazareth, and was asked to read from the Holy Scrolls. The verse He chose was Isaiah 61:1. Then He sat down and said "Today this Scripture has been fulfilled in your hearing" (Luke 4:21) Think of it. All the different ways Jesus could have announced His Glory, His Majesty, His Kingdom. Yet the thing He considered most important was to bind the broken heart. He knows our weakness and failures even before we are aware of them, and is there to heal and restore.

     Harry Emerson Fosdick, in his book "The Meaning of Prayer" says (and I paraphrase) that prayer is the deepest desire of the heart. That thing we feel most passionately. I think it is in this passion that God most often will use us. This passion is the individual spark He has placed in each of us, to make us each individual and important in our part in His Kingdom. And it is in this passion the enemy most often attacks, telling us we are not good enough, no one will listen, or even worse, people will listen, and reject us. Our hearts are broken. That's why guarding our hearts is So Important.

"Keep your heart with all vigilance, for from it flow the springs of life." Prov. 4:23

     Come to Him humbly, contrite, broken. Come to Him with your deepest desires. He doesn't want to take them from us, but to heal them to our full potential.

     The Psalm this week is Psalm 51. Let healing waters refresh your soul. Let sin and guilt be washed away. Let your broken heart be healed.

Friday, April 15, 2016

Week Three - We Are The Church

"Love one another with brotherly affection. Outdo one another in showing honor. Do not be slothful in zeal, be fervent in spirit, serve the Lord. Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer. Contribute to the needs of the saints and seek to show hospitality." Romans 12:10-13

     My post this week comes to you from Camp Bluebird, on the mystical shores of Lake Widjiwagan. this is a camp set up twice a year for adult cancer survivors. I can't begin to tell you how much this camp, and these dear friends, have come to mean to me. They are my heart family, as true as blood.
 
     In my experience with them, I have found the true model of what the church, God's people, should be. We love each other, we cry, we share, we fight a common enemy, and we pray. We pray for each other, and often. Our thoughts are never far form each other, and lifting each other to God.

     Prayer is too often thought of as one direction. We talk, God listens, the end. This is fundamentally wrong. It assumes that our words are more important than God's, or that God would not answer anyway. God does answer, but he is not rude, and won't interrupt while we go on...and on...and on.

    Prayer has the dynamic of conversation between God and humankind. It also is communication Between His Church, the Body of Christ. We are to love one another (Romans12:10), have patience with one another (Eph 4:2), encourage one another (1 Thes 4:18), stir up one another to good (Heb 10:24), show hospitality to one another (1 Peter 4:9), and PRAY for one another (James 5:16).

    This can be difficult in the best of situations, because we each have our own troubles and tribulations. But when we pray for each other, and allow others to pray for us, then our burden becomes a shared burden, the weight is lifted to God, who promises to take our burdens and make them light. This is not a dream world, this is not a fantasy, this is not for sometime in the future. This is to be God's Church, here and now.

     Begin by praying for each other. Not about them, but for them. Take their burdens, and pray as if they were your own. If you can pray for someone in this way, then it's almost impossible to feel hate, or fear, or oppression, or anything but love. I wish this for all of us.

    This week's Psalm is Psalm 25. It is a Psalm of spiritual healing, protection and deliverance. Pray this for yourself, and claim its promises. Then pray this Psalm for someone else, but not just a friend. Anyone can do that. Pray this for someone you think has wronged you. Ask for the Lord's help to pray this prayer. You will feel the change, in you.